Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Damn you blogger!!!I can't upload my pics.Since i can't upload pics so might as well i update everything i want to update later evening.But now im bored and its 4 in the morning and i can't sleep.
The other day i was bored to death and i started to look through my old stuff and ya guess what i found my old file that i've been putting all my class photos from pri 4.I look at it and i look so nerdy and good girl.And i found all my poems and since i had nothing to do and since i can't upload any pic now might as well i update about my poems/poet don't know what you guys call it.
WOW!!!My life is full of hatred and disguise,
the way you said things to me
makes me thinks that its real
but ending up is a FAKE.
You said that you had nothing to do with her,
but when i know you did
my heart broke,AGAIN.
Why am i so foolish to fall into the trap again??
All i wanted is love,care and trust.
You said you wanna prove me
that i can trust you AGAIN
but i just don't see it.
I've given 1 chance and
you'll never have another.
You never have my trust,
never again.
You may see me smiling,laughing
but inside im not!!
My heart is crying
till it had no more tear to shed
just because of what you did.
I just want it to be real,
to be with you happily together.
Guess things have to move on,
to our seperate ways.
Wish you all the best being with her.
Hope we'll meet again some other time.He's an idiot!!!Seeing couples hugging and kissing
makes me felt lonely.
I miss the times,
where i have someone to love.
But they just seems to be away from me.
What did i do wrong to make them away from me??
Haven't i given them enough?
The love and care i gave them,
was blown away just like that.
Thanks guys,
its hard for me to love.
Now you guys are all coming back.
saying im the one.
But im sorry,
you made me lock it
and you're not the key to it.
Cause i lose trust in guys.Im a
LESBIAN now...
Thats for it.I lazy to type.Haha.Some i edit but i anyhow edit.Cause while im typing,i'll get tired and way to lazy to correct it.
Counting days being single: 266 days
